Wednesday, May 30, 2012

From Guilt to Confidence

As we were having our morning coffee, I could tell that my Wife was still pre occupied with her secret that she kept for 15 years. When I asked her about it she replied that she knew I loved her and that I was not leaving. I asked her how this secret might in fact enhance her life or free her in a sense. Then she realized it---- that had I actually known that she was off having fun with her BF while I was toiling away, it would have been FUN for us both. I am tremendously devoted to my Wife and knowing she was with another man who pleasures her only makes me want to submit more and be more of a servant for her. In mind that is the way things should be. She relaxes has fun and I toil for her pleasure. She is starting to see this picture but from a platform of confidence not guilt. While we had tried in the past to have a wife led marriage where she kicks up her feet and makes me slave away, it never worked due in large part, to her guilt. Now that is gone. What is left is for us to explore and have fun with . As I looked at my Wife with her feet kicked up and relaxing sipping her coffee, I asked her if I could lick her feet for her. She smiled and then just pointed to her silly dirty soles . While I licked from heel to toe over and over, her whole demeanor changed. She smiled at me knowingly and then said that she was going to tell the housekeeper her services were no longer needed. She then went on to tell me that household chores were 100% my responsibility and that I will be a very busy man very soon. This of course was thrilling for me to hear. She said that she knew always she had it in her to by my Mistress and owner but that now she was free to do so. As we move slowly from step one to step two, I want to be very patient with my Queen. She needs love protection and total service and obedience from me. I will give it completely. For her I am a doormat. And without a doubt I hope that Mr C and her do get together again but this time with my Wife's knowledge that I know it, accept it and am grateful for it. Her soles are now clean. Servant hubby

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