From Guilt to Confidence

As we were having our morning coffee, I could tell that my Wife was still pre occupied with her secret that she kept for 15 years. When I asked her about it she replied that she knew I loved her and that I was not leaving. I asked her how this secret might in fact enhance her life or free her in a sense. Then she realized it---- that had I actually known that she was off having fun with her BF while I was toiling away, it would have been FUN for us both. I am tremendously devoted to my Wife and knowing she was with another man who pleasures her only makes me want to submit more and be more of a servant for her. In mind that is the way things should be. She relaxes has fun and I toil for her pleasure. She is starting to see this picture but from a platform of confidence not guilt. While we had tried in the past to have a wife led marriage where she kicks up her feet and makes me slave away, it never worked due in large part, to her guilt. Now that is gone. What is left is for us to explore and have fun with . As I looked at my Wife with her feet kicked up and relaxing sipping her coffee, I asked her if I could lick her feet for her. She smiled and then just pointed to her silly dirty soles . While I licked from heel to toe over and over, her whole demeanor changed. She smiled at me knowingly and then said that she was going to tell the housekeeper her services were no longer needed. She then went on to tell me that household chores were 100% my responsibility and that I will be a very busy man very soon. This of course was thrilling for me to hear. She said that she knew always she had it in her to by my Mistress and owner but that now she was free to do so. As we move slowly from step one to step two, I want to be very patient with my Queen. She needs love protection and total service and obedience from me. I will give it completely. For her I am a doormat. And without a doubt I hope that Mr C and her do get together again but this time with my Wife's knowledge that I know it, accept it and am grateful for it. Her soles are now clean. Servant hubby

A long Affair

My Wife told me two days ago that she has been seeing an old work mate of hers from 15 years ago. She felt badly and guilty that she has been with him on and off for so long. Now, this was news to me. In fact we had done the fantasy of role play and such but this was dead real. She had tears in her eyes and said that she did not want to lose me. It then became so clear why it had been so hard for her to accept me fully being her servant, waiting on her hand and foot and being her servant. About 5 years ago, we played what I thought was a fantasy of her going to Vegas to be with her boyfriend. She actually went, stayed for 3 nights but all fantasy. While she was there she gave me a long list of chores to do and take care of the kids. Only it was not fantasy/ She told me that was one of the many times she was with Mr C. As she told me this, i was very surprised but the emotions that came up were gratitude, relief, happiness. And I wanted to get on my knees and kiss the soles of her feet and thank her. The last couple of days we have talked seriously about getting back into the Wife Led Marriage as now she could do it guilt free. She said she would enjoy kicking up her feet and having me do all the work around the house. I feel that this HUGE secret she has kept( that is open now) will now finally allow us to have the type of marriage I so desire with my Wife. I want to know while I am at the office working hard for her and my kids, that she is not lifting a finger in the house. And that when I come back from work she EXPECTS me to work more for her while she relaxes as a Mistress should. When I asked if her relationship would continue, she adamantly said no. But I feel that afrter 15 years of having sex with her BF that it will not end. But this time as it continues, She will know that while she is with him, I will be toiling for her and when she arrives home, I will humbly lick the dirt from the soles of her feet. Servant Hubby with a new lease